MY HEART FILLS WITH LAKES


There is the romance of mother- or parenthood. And there is the reality. One of the realities is about 1 in 7 women nationally experience symptoms of postpartum depression (PPD), in some states the average is as high as 1 in 5 women.This recent series begins to chronicle the emotions surrounding new motherhood and PPD - feelings of suffocation, exhaustion, incompetence, sadness, anger, numbness, and disconnection from one's body. My work holds the space between love, sadness, and silence while attempting to reconcile the all the tears during what are supposed to be the happiest days of my life.

My Life is Plagued by Should
2019
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30" x 60"
Once More Controlling my Boiling Sigh
2020
photograph
20" x 60"
I Want to be Pure Gold for You
2020
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20" x 30"
Reaching for Myself
2021
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20" x 30"
I Thought I Knew What Tired Was
2019
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20" x 30"
May 25: 5 Days Postpartum
2019
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30" x 40"